Death sits withering fast on the ledge
Mourning deeply the hours by the sedge.
Agony drips swiftly through broken veins
As we all part crying different waned lanes.
We lovers of despair, we mourners of light
We masters of whores, we owners of raved sight.
I crave for thee at night, mistress of mine
As the stars loose their light, I walk the line.
Halt thy voice! Oh, deranged soul of creeds
As we all plant death and broken seeds.
But oh, heaven has betrayed me, I’m fallen
The hours pass all in empty exile, all swollen.
Ne’er a sign of faith, ne’er a sign of light
All gone! All shattered! None of it in sight.
Reaped shreds of my flesh fall as I cry
A heart all in anguish, beating over tears dry.
Hours run through pain and tears!
Heart battered by blades of honor!
Hollow cries echo in my walls!
My waving words spilled in blood!
A sacred name in pain howled thrice!
Behold, oh wasted race of aeons.
Behold what time has made of me!
A secret locked by rose and prose!
A name yearned in all fours!
Speak thee to me, oh raving angel of night!
Spot her for me and grant her my love,
Keep her safe until the golden orb reels
High above us, bleeding hearts.
Keep her safe as madness and fear
Keep their mark and seal
Deep in my brow as I withered
In long hours of fading tears.
not sure what it is about exactly..but it is intense…i share some of the sentiments you have in this poem. i hope your soul finds peace somehow.
te amo. Y es la voz de todo mi ser multidimensional la que te lo dice. Aquí estoy para recoger cada una de tus plegarias y abrazarte para que descansemos en el tiempo eterno de la noche. Te amo.