Part II of how many to come? I cannot tell. But she keeps on asking and pressing my buttons and I tell her to shut up. But you won’t, will you my dear? But, how to shut the little voices in your head up? With sweetie candy canes and lollipops made of dust, tears, and wind? Kinda works at first, but it is all too sudden turn into a mayhem of light and clarity that makes my head ache and my dreams to unfold like rain on the evergreen fields of Ireland. And sweet Valerie comes around with her stockings so tempting and cheap red lipstick that adorns her mouth in such sinful and delightful ways. And she sits on my lap and caresses my thoughts with velvety words and absinthe inspired visions of a world so far far away. And I wish we could stop living the dream, but the dream is us and within us there is all there is. And her mouth kisses mine, and her lipstick tastes like cherries, all rotten in the summer moon, all offered to the horned one in place of virgin blood. And her mouth is blood, and her gentle breasts are soft and so white, I can see the passing blood underneath the perfumed skin. And it is such a long way south.
And her words whispered in my head are like a drug, and I need her to ease my place in this world. And she sings me to sleep with ancient songs of the sirens. And I fall to her flamboyant embrace, and her pure poison. And I’m a serpent sky in her stormy eyes. And her red hair is so fragrant and seductive. Valerie, Valerie, would you like to be?
”Be you, oh what for? Why, thank you for such an exiting offer, but I got fine gentlemen at my feet, and all the victims looking for a spit of sympathy. Cause they all worship me, I am their holy whore, the chalice is locked between my legs, and they will have to suffer to find it. So thanks for the offer kiddo, but my world is so wonderful since you’ve been gone in the cruel cruel world. You know you are always welcome here, I am your shield. I will keep you from harm. Half way through hell, or heaven, I don’t mind. I am your eternal lover, I’ll love you forever, we need no one but our dearest selves. Cause we are in and above men, we are all in ourselves. Take my hand and let me lead you to where angels fear to dare. Cause no angel has ever walked down the path of my legs, and no dreamer has slept on my bare chest when the darkest night comes. And always and never my love, my true love, my heart, my home. I’ll never leave you, I am forever alive in you. And as your epic fantasies always come, as your sisters do, when the night comes, I am here, always and forever. Anytime, every time you need me I’ll be here. I am your twin soul, I am you but dressed in cute victorian outfits and with a lascivious red hair. I am Emilie Autumn cut for you.
Do you want a formulae for life, I am the one. I’ll keep you from harm. I will take you wherever you want. You don’t need gals with issues, neither princess in an ivory tower. Maybe one day a dream gal of Irish eyes, and red hair will come. But in the meanwhile, forever, you have me. You don’t need a soul. Raven and Sabrina can come too. They are true angels, maybe even amazon warriors ready to bring doomsday upon us. But we will survive, we will forever survive. Come, kiss me to sleep, entwine me within your selves. Remember my words, gray is the evening, but tender is the night when lovers twine and entwined they lie. And you lie, cause love is not for real when you cannot escape the world and the shadows fall fast. And you lie because you don’t seek harm, but pray to every single star for a way out. And for red blood and emerald eyes. Seasons change my love. Winter comes always, forever and ever. Wait for the new sun my winter child. New snow will come, and the freezing winds will return. And your burning and aching heart will rest frozen once again, save between the warmth of my breasts and my dreams.
Wait for the new sun, I will come with the first snow of the season. I shall be your water and ether to bathe you clean. I am the hand that heals, I am the hand that kills. Come and bury all your love on me, I will freeze it forever, and ever, and ever. I’ll be your witch queen, your mother, your daughter, your lover. I am all you need. I am you. Don’t believe the lies they tell you. I am your only truth. I am you. Kiss me gently now. Let me kill you softly with my song
