The End Part II

This is the endBeautiful friendThis is the endMy only friend, the endOf our elaborate plans, the endOf everything that stands, the endNo safety or surprise, the endIll never look into your eyes…againCan you picture what will beSo limitless and freeDesperately in need…of some…strangers handIn a…desperate landLost in a roman…wilderness of painAnd all the children are [...]

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As it is in Heaven

So kid, what’s the eternal price of happiness? Here comes the end of yet another day and still caught, spellbound by some darker magic you have yet not come to understand. All so velvety dark, all so deep, buried in my mind, our collective mind, feeding my dreams, catching a glimpse of your fears. But [...]

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A Sleepless Midnight Punkromance Part II

Part II of how many to come? I cannot tell. But she keeps on asking and pressing my buttons and I tell her to shut up. But you won’t, will you my dear? But, how to shut the little voices in your head up? With sweetie candy canes and lollipops made of dust, tears, and wind? Kinda [...]

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She is Gone

‘Cause everybody’s tryin’ to get into heaven But nobody’s dead so far But tell me dear, all so weary and scary, what do you want. Do you want to get into heaven or do you want to die? And everybody is trying to show you a way, and in all ways ways are all [...]

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The Sexuality of Bereavement

And hast thou buried thy uttermost pain deep in the mischievous waters of sin, pleasure and joy? Has not guilt come to haunt you and your dreams? We are like gods of the sun my dear Valerie, you and I. Mostly you than I, dare I presume, yet we are both fully gods. A goddess of the [...]

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Madness

And thus thou hast returned to me, thy only friend in this hole and obscure world. Shut up Valerie. Oh, come on kid, let me enjoy it, let me savor it slowly. Such pain and agony are my life force. Let me drink thee drop by drop, let me become the one who caresses the [...]

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Mistrust

It is not about pleasure, it is not about right and wrong, it is not about the monsters in the closet. It is all about freedom.
But I have come to mistrust my freedom. My own wall and mask with the world. I have lost my way in the world. I don’t know what it is [...]

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After The Funeral

Death is sometimes an awkward child who steps into ants without considering the effects of her little steps. It is such a funny feeling, to talk about death. One final step we all must take one day. But we don’t know when. But death is not what matters, but live. What about the living people [...]

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Serpent Sky

Night is black. She wears a velvet gown and a diamond as a moon. The night is silky, smooth, cold and bright. She whispers slow names and decadent wishes to the Earth below. The night is a serpent trapped in her own shadows. She turns around, once or twice in a while. She seeks to surprise her [...]

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A Penguin in Wonderland

“Still trapped in wonderland?” She asked. Her voice  was distant and shivering. “I am, my dear.” I replied. “Aren’t you afraid of the queen of hearts? Or of the white rabbit? Or the Mad Hatter or the March Hare?” “”Why should I be? They are just soft whispers of a glorious fairy tale. What count are [...]

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